If you guys have been reading my previous posts then I guess its obvious who I'm referring to.
Well, I met him and a few of the guys today at Sitex.
And she was there too.
She probably recognised me, and I can't tell if she hates me or not, because I was ignored by her the whole time.
I was treated with oblivion. (Can't say for sure though, because actually I avoided making eye contact with her too)
Well anyway, today's the first time meeting her in real, upfront and upclose.
Apparently she's not as nice as I thought.
Looks can be deceiving.
From her pictures with him, she seemed cute and friendly.Thought she wouldn't hold any grudge against me anymore, because the situation has already tided over for several days.
I did try to sneak glances to her at times, trying to catch her eye & hoping for a smile of sorts, but failed.
To think I simple-mindedly thought we could at least be hi-bye friends of sorts.
Seems like she did not carry that same intention though.
She probably thought I was a thick-skinned nuisance tagging along with them.
Got dao-ed by her the whole time. OH WELL.
Was left wondering about her unfriendly attitude towards me.
She did not roll her eyes or glare at me, but chose to ignore me totally instead.
Thought it was already explained to her that me and him would be good friends and nothing else.
Her attitude made me hesitate to speak to him even as a friend, because I was worried she would think the wrong way if I was too friendly etc. -.-
Is her jealousy or anger gonna hold out till so long?
Seeing them so sweet together today, she really should know her place in his heart, there's nothing much she ought to get mad or be jealous about.
Love is different from attraction, she's one lucky girl. ^^
It's obvious why he chose her over me right :)
Hope that when I see them again, I can at least smile at her and we could probably chat.
That's an if... provided the circumstances.
And I definitely won't want to be ignored, nor encounter another awkward situation.
PEACE(Y)
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