Unacknowledged presence.

First off, I don't know how to go about writing this post.
There's so many things which I'm unable to express in words.
My confusion, my dilemmas, my screwed mind which chooses to fuck up during my common test period.

On one hand, things were supposed to be simple and smooth sailing. Had no intention of letting such interruptions enter my life.
But since it has already commenced, I only have this to say:

Hi, fyi, you don't just tell a person you love them and let them go in the blink of an eye.
Shouldn't one person work towards his/her goals?
Come on, if you're even in the least bit interested in the person, even 'stalking' the person is considered a slight effort made right.
Look if you're even planning to settle any confusion you have, then you shouldn't claim to be 'holding on' yet make no effort.
It's all words, don't you see?
What good are meaningless words?
With such hesitation and restriction you enforce on yourself, all I can assure you is that you aren't gonna gain anything.
I've taken initiative on my part to see if anything could be salvaged, if you're not gonna fulfill your part, then sorry i'm washing my hands off you.
I don't see why you should deserve my attention when I'm not worthy enough for yours.
Just don't cry and regret losing me to others who've fought hard for me.

"Sometimes, you don't realize how much you care for someone, until they stop caring for you..."

"We ignore those who want us, want those who ignore us, and love those who hurt us and hurt those who love us... " - so trueeee, this is always the case, its so hard to find someone else who wants you as much as you want them no?