Picture us with a Kodak

Someone's getting sweeter day by day!

I think if he sees this he'll come and find fault with me. That fellow gets really uncomfortable with being romantic, me no understand why..... BECAUSE I'M A TOTAL HARDCORE ROMANTIC.

Or lets just say, I used to be. Maybe now I still am, but with added caution for fear of falling too hard.

For the past 10 days, I've been patiently anticipating 'the call' each night, getting myself preoccupied with other stuff in the day, and I realised that actually waiting its not as terribly agonizing as it seems. Sure, not talking on the phone is not a big deal, but not being able to see him, hug him and feel his warmth, that brings a little agony :/

BUT! I assume its a healthy progress, and it fairs better than me being all obsessive and negative huh.

P/s: I hope some people take action automatically. Don't owe people things for too long!
Excuses are many, if others can, why can't you?

Pp/s: This is something NEGATIVE which I've to admit: I've been pretty fake recently, and I'm gonna stop it. Say less, show less. Easy peasy way to get on with life.
I've always believed in staying neutral till people get on my own nerves. If not, fuck off from the drama of others. A sentence less added is a fire less started.


I'm really sorry for not helping, I've been a terrible person though I see no injustice you've done to me so far. But I might just continue staying wary of you, coz it takes one to trigger another.