Fuck I hate this feeling really.
I hate to be the one longing for something out of my reach.
I hate to feel unloved.
I hate to wait here, waiting for a non-existent conversation.
I hate to downgrade myself, being the one waiting one-sidedly.
Why the fuck do I even bother!!!
Fuck myself.
Now's my turn to emo Stel, haha *winks*
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO TAKE A CHILL PILL. Dammit.
Can someone take my hand, fly me up to the heavens, bring me on a fantastic tour up there, and kiss/hug me, telling me all these will pass right now?
Yes I know it will pass, BUT WHEN!!!
I know i sound super emo, freaky, out of control of my usual self, crude speaking, but I couldn't care less now.
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