But the revision lecture helped alot too. Without it I think I can jump off a building due to info overload, because there's too much info to digest. Felt so suffocated rushing everything last night, with a freaking 3hr+ nap. AND MY CHEST LITERALLY CONSTRICTED, making me have occasional breathing difficulties.
I think the pressure I exert on myself to excel gets higher each year. First time stressed till I feel that my body's so full of toxic, I think way more stressful than my O lvl period lor. Singapore's not getting nice to live in anymore :<
Really sucks leh. So young only so stress. Cannot enjoy my youth properly before I become a young adult meh!! Okay lah, I'm stressing myself out so badly cos I don't wanna be stranded without a degree(die also need to get into SIM). Sad sia, no money to further my education overseas, so I've to fight my way into a local PRIVATE university. Zzzzz.
BTW IM SUFFERING FROM ACCUMULATED FATIQUE. GONNA STONE ANY MOMENT SO GOODBYE!!
