As we bade another year goodbye.

Finally. It's coming to the end of yet another year!

Before I start on my plans for tonight, I will be sharing with u guys a couple of my experiences in 2011. Good and bad alike.

Firstoff, THE YEAR WAS AWESOME!!!!!!
Okay I meant that sarcastically.
Being too positive actually backfires and makes me wanna start being negative instead. Hahaha sorry I'm a weirdo :>
Anyway its not like there would be anybody in the world that gets life smooth sailing for all 365 days.

Sooooo.......

1. I felt kinda played by love again. No idea why this is the first thing I think of. Where will humans be without love?
Instances include - Liking someone, and giving up on him because he knew nuts about cherishing me, only till I stepped away did the regret kick in for him.

Currently - I'm actually afraid of being in the shadow of your ex-gf. Never knew much about her. Never knew how you treat girls in the past. Got the second best of you. Maybe you have not fully relived your fears from your past. Could I even be a rebound? Can anybody tell me if a rebound is possible even after a yr +?

BUT. I DO ENJOY THE MEMORIES. Wonderful or not, they are still beautiful thanks to you :)

2. Friends came and left. I would really like to foretell who's gonna leave from my life so that I wouldn't have to give a shit about them in the start. Saves all the tears and sadness whatever. If you can't stay by me through my ups and downs, I don't qualify you as a 'friend'

3. I NEVER KNEW I COULD EVEN HIT A 3.5 IN ANY OF MY SEMESTERS AND I ACTUALLY HIT A 3.7 LAST SEMESTER!! In fugging yr 3!!! Dammit I felt like I was in heaven till I saw my cumulative GPA. and *poof* the sudden drop back to reality. -______-

4. Sigh no weight loss. Maintained for another year as usual.

5. Lastly, I still have problems saving money. #$@$#%$#m #firstworldpains!!!

Moral of story: Learn to treat myself better :)


TONIGHT'S PLANS:
1. Meet my girls to lepak during the day, location unconfirmed
2. Meet my bby cos he has a 'surprise' for me?
3. Countdown and watch the fireworks at Punggol
4. Catch a late night movie - Darkest Hour
5. Hopefully meet my baby and get to stayover?